Sarah is sad and hurt

All the love I have to give is for you only, 'Ali' my janu baby :) your mama loves you very very much, and am thankful to God for blessing me with you.

Sarah is happy

:)
yay for me is happy!
no reason...
but happy.
I mean no reason to be unhappy over.
So all is good i guess.

To Him I trust my everything. (Praise be to Allah)

I try to find the strength in me, but I can't. Though I must.
I have to let go of a lot of things, a lot of my stubborness, to accept what is to happen.
But before all I trust in God. I trust that nothing bad can ever happen to me if I leave it all to God. Do I need a miracle? I don't really care about it now, cuz whatever God wills is nothing less than a miracle.

I have been a sinful, unthankful human being, all my life. Never really accepting all that has been bestowed upon me as a gift of God, taking it all for granted. But I realise now how lucky I have been, God taking me through the exams, through each small problem that I've ever gone through. I have always had the best of everything. How can I not be thankful of Him?

To You God I trust my everything!
I wish and so want to be and am thankful for everything and everything and everything.


[thanks for the sms ;)]

Khwab Adhooray Sahi.... Khwab Saharay Tou Hain

DOOR JO AAJ HAIN
YAAD ATAY TOU HAIN
KHWAB ADHOORAY SAHI
KHWAB SAHARAY TOU HAIN
AAJ BHI MERI
RAHAIN ROKTI HAIN
YAADEIN TERI
DAMAN KHENCHTI HAIN
BHOOL CHUKAY
HAIN JO HAMAIN
YAAD ATAY TOU HAIN
SADYOON K FAASLAY
AAJ HAIN DARMEYAAN
HO JAAIN MAGAR
JITNI BHI DOORIAN
AAP JAHAN BHI RAHAIN
AAP HAMARAY TOU HAIN
KHWAB ADHOORAY SAHI
KHWAB SAHARAY TOU HAIN
JANAY PHIR KUB MILAIN
TERE MERE RAASTAY
AAS TOTAY NAHI
YAAD ITNA RAHAY
RAAT DHALNI TOU HAI
AANAY UJALAY TOU HAIN

Full-time studies ahead.

Woah.
I mean, november is almost here now, and we start our step 1 preparations. Thing is, I'm so out of practice of the studying part after the 6 months of HJ, that it'll probably take time to get into the momentum.
Well, Good luck to my friends who are appearing for step 1 and to me too.... lol :p

First day as a paid HO! *wootwoot*

LOL.
Finally the day.
I sound so mad rite now, but infact im totally whacked out after the first day, maybe its the heat *ponders*. Its like nothing compared to Ward-5 which was *uhh pokes the old ward* just plain and simple HORRIBLE.
If anyone's still there, they need to listen to dis, maybe it'll help them see the brighter side.
*You had a bad day* - Daniel Powter
lol, but isnt he saying abt "a" bad day, there its like all days are bad days or any day is a bad day...eekkk...
The just one thing thats worth there is *cough*Dr. Naresh*chokes* lol
<3333

Here..... no nights! OMG. Lol.... no nights. Thats sucha relief. *phew*
*jumps around and starts the conga* hehe....*

Thanks to the HOD we now have preparations to apply to our faces... *hehe, in the hope that we'll be beautiful when we leave the Dermatology ward!*
~ rolls around the floor laughing~

Those were the days!

Baqai Revisited.

These things dont get off ur mind this easily do they? Yesterday wen Marium asked me for those pics, since then theyve just gotten stuck on my mind, and I keep remembering the time.

The very first day at Baqai. How we went through a week of the Bridging-Course conducted by Peter Bailey , lol.

Then came those classes. Those horrible long days, when we wud get off at 4 in the afternoon. Then the exams, and they were such a turmoil. Horrible months of studying studying studying and then the waiting for the result. Again a new yr, the almost same routine and exams. LOL

Final year was great.
We finally became front-benchers and attentive. LOL. Dr Jameel *hehe* and our stupid answers, lol, some of us *cough* so wanted to be his fav students...lol... and Marium hated him like old bread. *hehe*

The pic above is from our fourth yr farewell, which happened after many fights. *hehe* FIGHTS are such an important thing! *hehe......* for some ppl.....They wont stay calm unless they degrade you.

And this is the Final yr Lecture Hall. Finally a lecture hall with air-conditioning. lol...

And the cafe, where we'd run to whenever we were free. :)

That was the end.

And this is us now!!! :)

Im going to stop writing for now.Chao.